Tuesday, 24 November 2015


Have you ever seen someone who you never see her/he upset? Mad? Tempered? Because all you see is her/his smile, her/his laughter?? 

These kind of people, you would not know what they may become if they had exceed their patience limitation. There, you may see them as a very different person you've never known. I dare you to make them turns into a hulk! 

Now thats happening to me. I don't like to be that kind of monster. Yes I call that monster. I don't usually show people my real anger. Despite I will just show how disappointed I am just to express my thought. No matter how angry I am, as long as I could control, it won't be harmful. I hate to be in that situation. Because I don't want people to be afraid of me, I never want to hate or hurt anyone.. However, I'm just a human. 

So please guys, show your respect. Doesn't matter whatever thing it is. Be respectful. Treat people like how you wanna be treated. Don't turn an ordinary laughter, happy go lucky person into a hulk or a monster. Know why? Because whenever you do that, they won't be the same to you like before.. Trust me. 

P/S: I need to control my anger. 

Monday, 23 November 2015


Whatever start it must got an ending. 
Whatever happen it won't last forever too.. And wherever you are it won't be the same always. Thats life which I define myself. 

Farewell... It happens in our life. People come and go. Though they never wanted to leave but when the time has come they will leave. Trust me, they all gone for good because they won't leave you just like that instead, they say good bye after a memory have been created. I know not all in a good condition but I believe the sadness, even the terrible memory will makes you stronger which nothing actually weakens you. 

Farewell... Sometimes it will be the hardest good bye. The saddest moment. But we have no choice to make them stay. No option at all. Only the memories will be with us, all the time.

Farewell...  It could be something that you could never imagine. Just like yesterday you met that person and today they leave you. And you got no chance to see them before they go. Just when you can only say good bye on the phone.

Farewell... Don't say its forever cause sometimes its just temporary. Which you can meet again once you get back to a certain place at different times. But, sometimes you could never deny that it is the first and the last good bye. 

Farewell... Happens to everyone. None of us are exceptable. It happens in real life. And there will always be a story behind. A good life to start over. A brand new episode will start sooner. 

And I'm glad I have met you in my life. I would never forget you of course, I can't thank you enough and I apologize for everything I've done despite you always say I'm the best you have here and I'm a part of your life. Farewell gentlemen. My heart will always missing you.

سلام يا قمر

Tuesday, 17 November 2015

Craving Dissatisfied............yet!

What do you always think when you're going back home, staying there for weeks on holidays with your family? I know the first thing must be food. 

Every time I'm home, I bloody love the food here because I can eat whatever I want and mom would cook for me no matter what. Yes I get lazy of course, I admit that but that's the sweetest thing I have here. Being pampered by my parent. If I said I wanna eat this and that, in the following day I'll get it. I don't usually ask anything else except food. Just food. Perhaps thats the reason why I couldn't be a hot-skinny-chick. Haha!

Well for this time, for now actually I'm craving for "pau" and I still don't get one. Its frustrating you know. I reached home safely on 4th November and will be back to study place on 24th. Badly, I'm on high fever along with flu and cough and I'm still on medication now. It was said due to my body system and the weather. And I honestly havent touch my project which I supposed to complete it at least a half of the system. Hmm I guess I'll just stick to it once I'm back in study place. Next week, I'll be gone from home and I hope my so craving for food is done before I fly away. 

Have a nice day peeps!