I know it is not the first time,
First time to do that mistake,
I know it was a mistake,
That I never ever repeat,
Though it was a very long time ago,
Show up on my head,
The mistake I should never did.
Human could not run away from making mistakes,
Always will do or create a mistake,
But human also do one thing,
Where they should learnt and not repeating it again..
Sometimes its just hard to deny,
Just hard to avoid,
Just hard to accept,
The fact that doing it is wrong,
Or we just blind from seeing the truth..
I know how is it feels like,
Being trapped on your own mistake,
Where no one actually knows,
No one ever realize,
No one who you can talk to.
I just have to balance my life,
Live it to the fullest,
But its just easier said than done,
I have to struggle to keep this thing on my secret box,
Where I put the key to somewhere that people wouldn't know,
The right person come and I will have pass the key.
Although I hate to admit,
But I just can't throw it away,
The feelings being abused,
Where I always afraid to tell,
Because I've been stuck for something I should care for.
People always say,
Let gone be by gone..
Which these people,
Don't have any idea what was happened on the past,
Only God knows everything...