Monday, 1 January 2018

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2018

Hi all! HAPPY NEW YEAR!

It was so lonnggg I did not update my blog. Been busy is one of the reason and there is no blogger app installed on my phone due to technical problem which makes me keep on postponed writing the blog. 

My last post was February, 2017 and now as I am writing it is already January 1st, 2018. 11 months I had left my blog. Oh my God! I think that is the longest period I never even login to my blog. Just 5 days more, I will be 23 years old. Somehow feeling old though since lots of my friends are already engaged, getting married and some of them even got pregnant. Congratulations!

What's up with 2017?

Well.. Wallahilazim, I've been through a lot in 2017. It was a great year to have such experience for me to grow and realise things about real life. Happy, sad, demotivated, thankful..and I cried a lot too. I thank Allah for this chances, even when the hard times, I still have support from my loved ones. Allah is great. I couldn't believe how I can finally get rid of those pain. Alhamdulillah. Not just that, I also got 2 newborn niece in this year. It is my 2nd brother's daughter we call Ayra, born in April and my sister's newborn baby named Azalea in November. They have been one of the best thing in 2017 for me. I summarize, 2017 is amazing. All the pain and sweet little things had makes me even stronger to live my life. I am very thankful for that. Thank you to mama, abah, my family, my best friends for always be there for me through thick and thin, and showered me with lots of love, never stop believe in me. Basically thanks to all whom makes my 2017 a good memory. ;)

As an update, I am now live in Kuala Lumpur! I resign from LIS in November. It was tough to finally decided to leave the school. I love the job, I love my colleagues, I am happy whenever I meet new parents, students and even teachers or staff. However, things doesn't always go as we wanted to right? It took me 2 months to decide to leave. Thanks to Director for the opportunity given. My best colleagues, I missed them all. I started my career there as an intern, offered to be one of the staff and been working there for almost 2 years. Indeed, I have learnt a lot! 

December, 2017. 

I went to KL early of the month for job interview. Praise the Lord, it went really smooth and I got them all. After discussed and explain things to mama and abah, Alhamdulillah they let me go out from my sweetest home. A week later I went back to Labuan and enjoy my free time being a babysitter to my sis's newborn baby. It was awkward for me in the first week after went back from KL because I was literally do nothing, just babysitting. Unlike usual I always busy with work. I did felt bored because I used to work haha but then in the 2nd week, I started to feel relax and enjoy being lazy all the time. Lol. In the end of the month, I officially move to KL. A new phase of life begin. 

It is quite challenging I admit that. Being away from home again after almost 2 years. It will be different now because I won't know when will I come home again for holidays as I am not a full time student now instead, I am doing full time working and insyAllah will be a part time student soon. I can say that it is a sacrifice as I was already comfortable living in my hometown with my close family and best friends.. As my best friend said, I am taking a big step in my life now. A whole new experience in a new year. As I'm writing this entry, I miss my family a lot and I can easily cry for no reason. Somehow it was affected by the pain in 2017 but I know, Allah is the great planner. It may takes sometime for me to fit in and live the new surrounding. 

Someone asked me "So hows your first night in KL? Spontaneously I said, I got fucked. Literally. Haha  (Please don't ask me why I said that :p)

Anyway, I am doing a service which I do the proofreading for thesis for any Uni students. If anyone of you reading this entry interested to pay me for that, kindly email me personally at asnaabdullah53@gmail.com okay? 

Forgot to mention that I am also doing my part time business as a Henna artist. Anyone who wants to book henna drawing service for party (birthday, for instance), events, wedding and for fun, kindly dm me on my instagram @annakaribo  or email me. 


Happy new year once again, may all our dreams come true, always keep the faith and all the best ;)

xoxo

Monday, 20 February 2017

Major Throwback About Crush

Hello again!

I know most of us especially girls got a crush. hehe

My heart melt whenever I see this!
As I was scrolling my twitter this morning, I saw a post about boys who loves playing with little kids. So loving! I melt.....like an ice! hahaha

Anyway the picture somehow remind me of one my crush which I call him as "Abang Polis". he isnt a police men. Not at all. I call him that because he was active in kadet polis sekolah. Abang Polis is a very loving guy. A loving brother! I remember attending a course back in school years ago, In the course, we were place with these school kids. Still young below than 10 years old. I saw him playing with these kids. Boys. The boys were laughing out loud of his jokes. He tease them, he laughed. Oh my God. My heart melt! hahaha omg omg omg

I could still see the picture of that moment in my head now. Hahaha.. I remember that time I couldn't stop smiling, like an idiot. End of the course session I reached out to the boys and asked them do they like my abang polis, not to my surprise, they do! They said "abang tu best la kak". Kids are innocent. They don't lie. I can't lie either during the event my head were full of him. jeez! xD

I didn't know where is he now. As the latest update, a friend inform me that he will be married soon. Alhamdulillah. May he lives happily ever after with his lady and may God bless them both till jannah and produce lots of babies! I know he will be a very loving husband and father to his wifey and kids. Lucky ler that lady. hihii

Monday, 13 February 2017

Twinnie


Hey! We meet again. in 2017. First entry for this new year. haha

I hope everyone is doing fine. Well... I have made few changes on my blog lately. Its just that I did not post anything because I absolutely have no idea what to post about.  Only today, I am so thrilled thinking of families that are expecting twins. I don't have a twin. Do you?

Weeks ago, I read a news saying the top Hollywood diva, a smoking hot Momma to Blue Ivy, Beyonce made an announcement on her Instagram stating that she is currently pregnant and the Jay-Z family are expecting twins! I am very sure that her fans around the world sharing the happiness too! Congratulations Yonce!

Another scene,, I was scrolling my Instagram timeline seeing posts of whoever I follow. Suddenly I stumble upon a picture of books. The books are all about twins. Then I moved my eyes to the caption and here we go, another couple is expecting twins too! Most Malaysian adore her husband, Datuk Dr Sheikh Muszaphar, the astronaut. She is one of my idol. I adore her, really. Dr Halina, congratulations! As I have read her blog before she wrote about her first daughter Bella is going to sleep over at her grandma's house with her cousin.. and it is funny how her husband making jokes of her being pregnant, having twins! Well, mulut masin yer Datuk? Now your wife's tummy got twin inside! Alhamdulillah. Another rezeki, another amanah, another huge responsible for both of you, and it might be a twin brother or maybe twin sister for Bella and Tasha! I am so happy too!!!!! 

Even though we are not related at all but it is a great news and I am so happy to hear any couple that are expecting twins. Tough but fun! Anyone dreaming to have a twin too? Basically I am NOT of you but I'm really hoping for my brothers or sister to have a twin in the future. Good news, I am expecting another new niece soon! or maybe a nephew. I don't know yet ;p

Till we meet again. Probably a very long time again. xD 







Tuesday, 13 December 2016

Let bygones be bygones

Hello everybody. Been a long time, again.  We already reach december now. How time flies. 2016 is a tough year for me indeed. Quite challenging in so many ways. I jump from one step to another, very unexpected. 

There are people asked me, "how's 2016 to you?". I wrote the answer on the above paragraph but i'd like to just use one word to describe - which is "tough". I got happiness, sadness, madness.. where those things affected my health too. Physically and emotionally. Tortured. For 2016, I have been through a lot since early of the year. I've been upside down. Unstable, but I glad I could make myself up again. Letting myself going through the obstacle of life that I may say, is just begun. 

Honestly, I am in the middle of mental breakdown. No worries, I am not crazy. Still normal, breath in breath out, smiling, laughing and even crying. It was just too much for me to take in. Too much that I'd say I am definitely not yet ready for this. Praise the Lord. The Almighty has been very helpful that He gives me strength to go through these thing I have never imagine. Thank you very much for those who stay, and support me. 

Shakespears say, let bygones be bygones. I once lost. I did. Maybe so many times I can't even count but I still have hope to live. We are heading to the new year of 2017 and what ever happened in 2016 is already a history. Old proverb says, let all things past, pass!

Alhamdulillah. InsyAllah, this 2017 will be a great year where I can meet more new people, new experience, and living my new life too. I hope, upcoming 22nd birthday next month makes me even more stronger, more bless, more love, more experience, more mature and more money. Yeah, more money. I basically need that to pay study loan and for saving. And travelling. 

This time, I'm not just writing random. I want to post something that I could go back and remember that I have done the best so far in 2016 though it was quite challenging in a way that it hurts me too, a lot. I pray that God will always bless us all. Amen. 

'Let the unpleasantness between us become a thing of the past'.

Be strong and always keep the faith.


Sunday, 2 October 2016

We don't talk anymore

We don't talk anymore
We don't talk anymore
Like we used to do
We don't love anymore 
What was all of it for
Oh, we don't talk anymore
Like we used to do.. 

I like this song a lot! It always remind me of someone that I used to know, that I used to talk to, laughing with.. but now it is all longgggg gone! 

This time, I'm not gonna write anything specific. It's just came across my mind and I just want to put some words on my blog because I haven't write anything on it for so long now. Haha

Working routine is quite boring, I am still learning to fit in. Fit myself to the work or should I say the "job scope" I have on my shoulder, a job where I earn money from. Seriously, I am still learning to love it. Still learning. Just see if I can. Haha well, I should give myself time right? 

That's all! Will write again soon :*


Monday, 22 February 2016

Internship

Holla! :)

Finally, I'm on my way to finish my Diploma!! I just done my final year project last January. it wasn't satisfied enough I can say but I passed! As long as I passed, its a huge relief. Why? Simply because I don't have to repeat the subject and extend the semester. Wink*

During the fyp semester.. my world has been upside down. I did not get a proper sleep. I was in the state of mental breakdown. Main reason is the project and the thesis and the side reason is personal problem. Alhamdulillah. Big thanks to Allah, mom, dad, family, best friends, close friends, classmates, lecturers, supervisor, panel, module leader and someone special for the endless support. Oh, to my haters too, for being busybody all the time. Thank you because of you, I'm struggling to finish so that I don't have to see your face again. Haha

Initially, I had applied my internship at two company but then I got into another place. So currently I'm doing my internship at Labuan International School under ICT department. Not very far from home. Easily can skip the traffic jammed and I can get home earlier! teehee~

Since I don't have my driving license yet..dad and niece is my loyal driver. How sad I still don't get a license yet. Hmm..

Alhamdulillah, I am happy and thankful enough for being an intern here at LIS. The staff here are all nice and so far I don't have any difficulties to fit in and I can do my work peacefully. By far, I love being around here.

I actually got something else to write but I gotta go now. Will post again soon.

Oh, before that.. I'd like to say good luck, all the best to all my fellas whom are heading back to campus life and also for those whom are doing the industrial training like me. All the best, have fun and God bless you!

Tuesday, 9 February 2016

Photoshoot

Hey there!

I had a photoshoot today. It was unexpected actually. The aim was to help a friend handling something that she couldn't fix herself alone so then she asked me to join her. I'm done with my classes so far so I'm definitely home now for a long time. Since there's nothing much to do on this Lunar year I said yes. 

After zuhr, we move to Maie's house to catch some movies and then Maie joined us doing a photoshoot. It was hot fun day indeed! Its not the first time being a talent to a photographer but its been a long long time not doing it. I consider it as my first with my very very good close friend Pico. It was extremendously fun! I'm not awkward. I don't feel shy of course and I can pose whatever style I wanted to. Well, its an offer so of course I receive no payement. Maie was doing great. She looks extremely beautiful. She got the pose and everything. Me? Oh I'm not a good talent but I can make the photographer smile. Hahaha 

I'm not good in posing. I'm not a lady-like talent. Modelling isn't my passion. Lol. Its like the first 5 photo I'll pose like a sweet style lady but lemme tell you, its not genuine pose! Its not me, really not me! Then after 5 mins, I'll change to my real me. Pico had tagged me the photo and I received a comment says "stylo". Haha yes bro, stylo! I actually didn't know how to pose like a model. Seriously. The same thing happened before when I pose as one of the bridemaid of a senior's wedding. Though I wear heels, I do wear and love heels but it doesn't mean I'm a feminist. Haha 

So a big thanks to Pico for offering me being your talent which is not very talented. Haha. Anyway thanks. I appreciate your work. It was great! Pray for your success amen. And thanks to Maie for your lovely transvylnia nyx lipstick. Dark purple colour is just my cup of tea. I love it and thanks again to both for spending a great great time with me. Hope to see you both again. Nak photoshoot lagi pun bolehhh!! Hahahah